I have no idea why

Tonight, I have added my blog to approxiamately 137 blog and RSS directories. Why am I doing this? Is this necessary? Is this what bloggin turns you into? For a while, I was fine. I got over the Google Adwords crap. I quit habitually checking my stats to see if anyone was reading. Show how, I managed to quit the perpetual begging for comments from my readers. It even seemed as if I was no longer compelled to write. Now - bam - out of no where, I have been bitten by the blogging bug. It's insane. Much like quiting chewing tabacco, after two months the desire - okay, who am I kidding - the absolute need to blog invaded my thoughts. The compulsion has returned. Much like when I found myself sneaking into the familiar convenience store to purchase yet another can of snuff, here I am strolling through the seemingly endless directories in a feeble attempt to build traffic. Oh, the evil mistress. Yes, I am a confessed addict of traffic. She owns me. I will do anything to please her. Shamelessly, I wil beg, congole, shout, plead, make feeble jokes - anything, I mean anything to see that hit counter spin. I don't care if it comes from Blog Explosion surfers that barely even slow down to read a word or Google Pervs (thanks for the term Kristy) or directory spiders. Anything to see the counter move. Move, babhy move. That's all I can think about. I even dream of a spinning counter. I live for the day that I hit five digits. Then what's next - six digits of course. More stories from Paul Gavin. Info on novels Paul Gavin's Storefront. Technorati Tags: Fiction, Online Book, Chapter, Rebeleyeball, Paul Gavin IceRocket Tags: Fiction, Blook, Chapter, rebeleyeball